The only problem i have with summer is that shorts = visible scars and Visible scars = Triggers and Triggers = It becomes a little bit more likely that i will want to relapse and i just don’t know if i can handle that.

half of me is like “Time to get your shit together and be mature and just better your life in general” and the other half of me is like “Fuck that lets party and be irresponsible and make every mistake possible because i don’t give a single fuck”